My parents must never know! Masturbating on the internet.
Now it's really uploaded and everyone can see it. This thought is still totally funny to me. I was visiting my host family and I thought long and hard about whether I should do it now. Because of course I want to get over myself at some point and get a feeling for what it's like to show everything about me… including my pussy. And so it was also clear to me that now the point had come where I would show my pussy in a video and also play with it a little and stroke it to get a feeling for it. I think my heart rate was 360, I was so excited. Again and again I had to think that everyone can now really see this, everyone can now see my pussy. But somehow it was a feeling that I couldn't classify. It was excitement and shame at the same time. Well I hope I didn't make a mistake. Tell me how you find it and whether I should continue, or whether it was a mistake to show myself like this.
