2. Video ends in tears …
Hello first … Today I tried to make a very special video. I wanted to undress in front of a camera for the first time … I've been thinking about it all week, but just didn't dare. As soon as my roommate went shopping or I could be sure that she would stay in her room, I took my cell phone and put it in front of me. Every time I got very weak knees from excitement. I had to stop again and again because I was just too nervous … But it's already Sunday and I really wanted to make it. So I let myself to stand in front of the camera, to dance, even if I had never done it before and finally to pull up my t-shirt … But then I just couldn't do it anymore, I'm sorry, but that's all so new for me and I'm much more excited than I thought at first…
