HAS HE GONE TOO FAR? – I don't know
Should I have expected something like that? He swears he didn't plan it, it happened totally spontaneously. Actually he just wanted to know something briefly, but I was already in the shower and he probably couldn't look away. And he filmed the whole thing because then he didn't feel that shabby … He immediately left the video to me without any problems and apologized rather meekly and honestly for this strange action. I can't be really angry with him, somehow it's my own fault. Still, I don't know how to deal with it now. The stupid thing for me is that this time of all times I had such a blatant mental cinema in the shower that I couldn't keep my hands off me. And then it had to do with him too … Knowing that he was sitting very close on the couch was so exciting. If I had known HOW close he actually was at that moment, I would never have done that! What do I do now? To be honest, I like it a little bit that my sight has captivated him so … But I'm also totally insecure now … in detail my blog post!
