I really dared! Watched porn for the first time!!
I have to say that I've been thinking about it for a long time and it tempted me to watch porn. Maybe touching me and stroking me. My heart was pounding like crazy when I started picking a movie. Somehow I had the feeling that I was doing something wrong, since my parents had always taught me that it was a sin to watch something like that. But it's just so good to find myself and just do what I feel like doing. Feels so good to be so free and to finally be able to live everything out.
