KRASSES EMOTIONALS – Is something wrong with me?
I made myself comfortable in the winter garden again to shoot a video for you. Following a spontaneous idea directly under the large skylights that point into the inner courtyard and into which my neighbors have a good view. I only really understood how much I was sitting there on the platter after I had started recording the video. I've never felt like I'm being watched – on the one hand the camera, so all of you. On the other side, the entire courtyard. But although that made me very insecure at times, there was also another, pleasantly tingly feeling that got stronger the more I became aware of my situation. I couldn't help but continue, I was as if remote controlled . I've never run out like this without toys! After the video, the uncertainty came back with full force. Is it normal that I enjoyed being able to be seen and observed at any time? To be honest, I can't even judge that myself. I'm still completely surprised by what happened – and have very mixed feelings .. Am I sick?
