Should I be ashamed of this? Just 18 and now this!!!
I don't really know how to deal with the whole thing. What has happened to me in the last few weeks with my desire and development is crazy. When I think about having actually done that, I almost can't believe it. I just wanted to test what it was like to show myself openly in front of a camera and touch myself. The feeling was indescribable, the thought that you would be watching me. But somehow I'm also a little ashamed of it. Do you think this is normal?
